Did you know that my birthday was 6 days ago? No, you didn't because I didn't tell you and unless you personally know me or are following me on twitter, you wouldn't know. Because I DIDN'T go on a whole "THIS IS MY BIRTHDAY MONTH" "THIS IS MY BIRTHDAY WEEK" "TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY" hoorah so it just kind of came and went.
That is by no means saying that I didn't have a great birthday, I really did. It was an amazing day and the start of a long holiday weekend so I basically celebrated for 4 days and recovered on the 5... almost like Jesus... I know, not a good joke but my humor is what it is and I stand by it lol. Anywho, I had a great birthday and weekend and getting back to the grind wasn't that awful either. I guess I have just reached an age where another year around the sun isn't so much about celebrating as it is about enjoying and I enjoyed every minute. It's never too late to wish me a happy birthday though so use the comments if you want and drop me a HBD! And in case I don't catch you on yours.... Happy Early/Late Birthday, I truly mean it. :)
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I know... what a captivating title lol. Truth be told, I grabbed my laptop to log into a cannabis course but managed to type the password wrong twice so I'm waiting 20 minutes to log in... so dumb. I thought... what could I do in 20 minutes? I could write. So, I'm writing.
This will literally just be nonsense and have no real point. OH, I did want to touch on what else has turned me off of writing.... AI... AI is starting to write books and create cover art and it's just not right and I'm not a fan. I'm sure the use of AI is valuable in some fashion but I don't think it belongs in the book writing industry. I think books belong to emotions and if you can't feel, you can't write... but that's just my thought and another reason why I'm not pursuing writing as a career. I don't have many people that come around to read this but I do hope you enjoy my bits and pieces that I do come to share. If you would like to follow me on twitter, please feel free to and if you want to share any of the blogs that entertained you on other platforms... by all means, go right ahead. I'm not trying to become famous at anything, I just want to be never forgotten by those that I love. Have a wonderful week! You read that right. Everyone and their mom seem to think they can write a book... and with that, I’m out. It’s time to put writing on the back burner... not that it’s been in the foreground too much in the last year. I’ve decided to continue writing, only as a hobby and not attempt to pursue a career with it... not right now. Being canceled from Wattpad and losing over 50K reads and top rankings, really fucked with me as a writer. Also, as some of you remember, I bitched that my sister-in-law basically heard me say that I was working on a book and turned that into her becoming an author. She, then, continued pursuing her writing journey, which just really made me bitter. It also put stress on my relationship with my sister-in-law, until I decided to not speak to her about anything writing-related... OMG did it help. Beyond that, my sister-in-law's mother-in-law (I know a fucking mouthful) has now become an author. She has a whole lot of books that she’s written and self-published... and there is a multitude of spelling and grammatical errors just on the "see inside" part. Then, my own sister hits me with the “I wanna write a book about my life”... which is fine but like she's never been a big writer. She's never really been interested in literature. It just kinda caught me off guard, like DAMN. I know that I shouldn't feel any type of way about what other people are doing things in their lives... and I’m not really feeling any way towards them,specifically, or even what they are doing. It’s more like I don’t want to write a book until I know that my book is something unique and new to the publishing world. I follow the writing world. I get insights and guides and how-tos and what-tos. I get courses and seminars, along with a weekly publishing magazine. And with all of that, I just don't think the writing world is what's for me, at the moment. I do hope that everyone finds their calling and I know some think it might be writing... it might be... it might not be... but I hope they enjoy writing that chapter. My life has pivoted in such a strange direction that writing isn’t that important to me. I’m working more in-depth on my home business and the garden needs attention in order to bloom to its fullest. Life is full of turns and this one took me away from writing and into a whole new world. Maybe one day, this cannabis life will take off in such an amazing way that I get to go to write as well. Maybe, I'll write a smutty series about a Cannabis Goddess & her Green Daddy. Maybe one day, I’ll get to do all the little things that I’m good at and make some money from it... wouldn’t that be the life? Seriously, it would be the life. It’s hard to find what you’re supposed to do with your life. It’s hard to find what makes you happy and financial stability. It’s hard to find your purpose but I think I’m on the right track. The universe has rewarded me in many ways and has shown me that the path I’m on is the right one so I’m gonna keep following it. I wish all the best to all that deserve it and if you’ve crossed me or wished harm on me... I wish for you to find peace and release your anger... I'm not worth it. Until later: Do no harm. Take no shit. **Also, I feel I must note --- If you are reading this and you were mentioned in the above article: Please don't take it personally. This is most definitely a ME problem and not yours to worry about. You do you and you succeed at what you're good at! I really do wish the best for all I know... I just find myself petty and bitter, on occasion... I'm human, it's a flaw. Oh, I guess that's my cue to tell you what's going on in my life. I know it's a deadzone around here... and it's all my fault.
Life is fucking crazy, right? I started this blog in order to break myself free of a writer's block and all it became is another writing project that I've neglected. However, with my writing dying, my business is born. I tried to distract myself from my writing with gardening. I work deligently in our medical cannabis garden and I turn the trimmings into butters and oils. With those, I've began creating edibles. Goodies, treats. Yummy eats. I make caramels and cookies. I make brownies and chocolate. I make great products that are infused with THC. Most recently, I've won the local CannaCup for best chocolate! www.instagram.com/reel/CrTMTt0pevc/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link I know what I'm doing and I hope to do something with this. I hope to come back here often with amazing business updates. I hope this is the ground floor of something big. And I hope you stick around for the journey! I registered with my state and I'm officially a sole proprietor business and can legally sell goods. I have other certifications I want to get and classes on cultivation I'd like to take. If you want to donate to my business... anything received will go directly back into my business whether it's on licenses, classes, product or merch... You can donate via Venmo @TuesdayDaily DO NOT FEEL OBLIGATED!!! I'm gonna make it with out without donations but I will appreciate any donations received. |
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